Am I a good man?

In season seven of the reincarnation of the BBC hit television series “Dr Who”, The Doctor, played by Peter Capaldi asked Clara Oswald, played by Jenna Coleman if he is a good man. If you are a fan of the Doctor, you will get this… if not, well. I’ve been recently asking myself if I…

So many memories

When people find out I’ve been divorced for almost 5 years, they all ask me why I’m not dating. They don’t understand that I’m just not ready. I was with my ex for 30 years, from the time we dated, until the time she left me. That is over half my life. 3 wonderful decades,…

I got to see her

I had the opportunity last week to see the X one last time before she moves to Las Vegas. I had to make a trip down to where my son lives and since she’s nearby I asked if we could meet. She suggested we meet for breakfast so I made arrangements and we met. It…

There isn’t a day

There isn’t a day that passes that I don’t think about her. I really don’t know what to do anymore.  I try to forget and move on, but all I see is her face.  She is in my dreams every night.  Stupid brain neurons!! I don’t know what has caused this latest mood swing. I’ve…

Shocking News!

I know… it sounds like one of those stories on the internet that you should never click on, but in this case, the news was very shocking to me, in more ways than one. And yes, this is about the ex again. I have been doing more cleaning around the house, and I found some…

It’s been four years

Four years ago today my world as I knew it ended. Yeah, pretty strong words. We walked in to the Dallas County Courthouse, met my lawyer then went before the judge. In ten minutes, it was done. We were no longer husband and wife, but two ordinary people. We left the courthouse and she walked…

Did I give up?

Late next month will mark the fourth anniversary of our divorce. I still have bad days to go with the good, but I think I’m rounding the bend. However it was brought up to me recently that I had given up on my marriage instead of fighting for it. I didn’t believe it, but now…

So how am I doing four years later?

Four years. It’s hard to believe that she left me four years ago. I look at all that has happened over the years, and I’m truly amazed that I am still alive. To rehash… she told me on a Sunday that it was over. That Thursday I was laid off from my job of over…

31

If you’ve read my blog, then you know that today (Valentine’s Day) is my 31st anniversary. True, I have not been married for almost 4 years now, but that doesn’t change the fact that 31 years ago I married my beloved sweetheart. A lot has changed in the last four years, some good, a lot…