Blocked!!

Ooh, that darn writer’s block! I’m finally seeing my therapist, and she has a writing assignment for me, but every time I sit down to do my “homework”, all I can do is think about my ex wife.  I’m supposed to be concentrating on my past failure in a relationship, but I’m stuck 6.5 years…

Oh hell, not the dreams again!

There has been a lot going on in my life the past few weeks, mostly involving my adult son. It was a serious episode, and his mom (my ex) needed to be involved.   Fortunately, everything is okay with my son, and that’s the best news. But I had a lot of interaction with my ex…

Am I a Good Man, part 2

I’m actually doing fairly well.    My new job is going well, I’m getting all my bills paid, and even bought myself a new toy.   For the most part, I’m adapting to those curve balls we call life. A couple of things have me a bit worried.   My son has decided to move to the coast,…

5 Years today

Today marks the 5th anniversary since I heard those words that I was afraid would be coming. “I don’t want to be married to you any more”. She told me on Sunday.   Then four days later, on Thursday I was laid off from my job.   That night, we went to counseling, and she told the…

Shocking News!

I know… it sounds like one of those stories on the internet that you should never click on, but in this case, the news was very shocking to me, in more ways than one. And yes, this is about the ex again. I have been doing more cleaning around the house, and I found some…

A very strange dream about the Ex

I dream about my ex all the time.  Yes, its been over 3 and a half years, but she still remains on my mind.  I’m always reminded of her, and despite people saying that I have to forget her, its over and done… well, I just have not made it that far. But I’m in a…